Wednesday, September 17, 2014

Are you able to guess it.... I gained all that weight back!!

So Back at 353 lbs. Last November I was at 375 lbs.  I have been going to to doctor 1 time a month to try to help me lose weight. The thing is he says that i can eat what i want but i don't think he fully understands I have a addiction to food. I cant find anywhere on this blog what the hell i was eating to lose 75 lbs in 2009. So I will start eating right again, no fast food, junk food or drinking soda. I haven't drank any soda since Aug 11th but i went from 347 to 358 lbs. Also I have really bad depression right now from my weight. I hate doing anything other than work and dealing with my kids. Some days I don't want to be around my husband. So starting Friday I will start doing weight in. Also Tuesdays I think I will start posting what i ate all day. This way if i start to loss the weight again I can refer back if I start to fall off the wagon. Also shame on me for getting under 300 and being upset that i hit a damn plateau. What the Hell was I thinking!!! I was wrong to say in 4 yr i will be 450 lbs but 375 was close enough. I just want to have energy and feel better about myself. To many years have passed and me to feel so let w

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

biggest loser

so my twin sister and i are trying to get on the biggest loser. we need to get as many view on you tube as possible. the link is

Monday, June 28, 2010

meet my baby girl!

I had a baby on may 7th at 10:03 pm. she weighed in at 7lbs 2 ounces and was 19 inches long. Jeremy and i named her Alyssa Frances. So I'm getting back into losing weight again. i weighed in at 309 yesterday morning. so wish me luck! p.s. Alyssa is a little angel!

Saturday, November 7, 2009

Saturday, November 07, 2009- 306.00

So guess what i am married and now prego. yeah!!!!!!! But i will not let that allow me to gain all that weight back. I haven't really been tring to maintain my weight since the last blog. But now my good friend Jen is trying to lose weight and i want to get back on the right track. I know being prego i really cant lose that much weight but i can still maintain what i am at. the doc says its ok for me to lose 10 pounds but not any more due to the baby. I am due May 16th 2010.

Thursday, August 6, 2009

thursdays wiegh in 297.5

Yeah i cant get out of this rut. but atleast i havent hit 300 again.

Friday, July 24, 2009

thursdays weigh in 295.6

yeah down two lbs. but still have 5 more to go to be were i was at three weeks ago. Man, stress can really get to you!

Thursday, July 16, 2009

Thursdays Weigh in 297.5

Ouch, the biggest weight gain i have had since i have started. 7.5 lbs is huge! I know water weight because aunt flow will be here tomorrow. But the number one factor stress. My job is changing big time ( lost my manager spot from down sizing) but i still have my job. the wedding is getting closer. I had to spend more money on a washer and dryer then i wanted to. I just feel very over whelmed and Thursday and Friday i fell off the wagon again. It seems like that happening allot lately. I feel like i don't have the will power i did in the beginning. I just have to keep reminding myself that i don't want to go back. i want to continue losing weight and not losing the battle. I ts just hard at times and this last two months have been really hard.